Hi,
I am interested in the Cayce readings.
I have a personal situation for which I am asking help.
I have not the financial capability to join the A.R.E. Sounds
hardly believable at $48/yr. But I am heavily in debt, no credit
card no checks. I am not asking for sympathy, for there is no shame
in being poor. Only shame in reaching this point. I am not seeking
donations or anything.
You may find this bizarre and selfish, but; What I seek is any
Cayce's reading on homosexuality. For I am locked and lost. I do
not wish to burn in hell as I have lived my life believing. It is a
fear which has consumed me since a very early age. Always asking
self, why am I like this etc. I have always been locked inside
myself, afraid, lost in the 'knowledge' that I am unworthy.
I now feel that I have been so consumed by this, that I have lost
sight of my destiny. That is, there are things that I knew as a
child that became buried behind my focusing on my fearful
abomination. In hiding myself from detection, into the shadows went
also the truths.
I do not expect that Cayce's readings will 'vindicate' me from my
sins. The greatest of which was a loss of faith. But I have hope
that if I were to find these readings. I might also find guidance in
learning to walk in a light that might help to lift the cloak of
hatred for myself I have worn for so many years.
Thank you.