((((((((((((((( DreamWalker Update: Going Back to the Ex )))))))))))))))

March 02, 2009


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Well I really need to know why I'm dreaming about my ex boyfriend all
the time. We have known each other since birth pretty much because are
moms are good friends. When I was 13(now 17) and he was 14(now also 17)
we finally got together and stayed together for a year and a half. I
fell madly in love with him and I thought he felt the same way for me.
But he broke up with me and it almost killed me. I cried myself to
sleep for 6months, and if thats not bad enough I can still think of him
and miss him crazy but I feel bad because I have a boyfriend right now
that would do anything in the world for me!!

Okay, about the dreams I have of him... about every night I will have
a dream about him and I getting back together but its not ever in the
same place or happen the same way. The one I can remember the most is
I'm at school and my boyfriend that I have right now drops me off and
we can see my ex. My ex walks up to me and I hug him and we both tell
each other that we've missed each other so much. My boyfriend hears it
and gets so upset and drives off crying and I feel like the worst
person in the world but I still go to my ex and kiss him like nothings
wrong. We walk down the hall like we use to and everyone can see us and
he stops me to kiss me and tell me he loves me and I tell him I love
him too, then I wake up.

And now everytime I look and my boyfriend I think of all my dreams of
me getting back with my ex and it makes me miss him, but it also is
killing me inside knowing that I want someone else other then the
person I have. I want my boyfriend to act like my ex when it comes to
being sweet and saying things to me but I can't tell him anything about
my ex because he doesn't like him.

I don't know what to do about the way I'm feeling right now and wish I
could just be happy!!!

If you can give me an answer to why I feeling this it would help so
much.

Jamie

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