(((((((((((((((((( DreamWalker Update: Can't Get Close ))))))))))))))))))

June 08, 2009


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Hi, im 17 and i like this one guy alot. i feel as though me and him are
a perfect fit. i dont really know if he likes me back or not, because
when i confessed to him he told me he was afraid of hurting me. but he
didnt treat me any differently the next day and im happy because of
that. its been a year already and me and him are still best friends. as
good friends as we are, me adn him can never meet up in real life.
every time when we plan to meet up, something would interupt us from
meeting the plan. so during the summer, i was very sad and felt as
though me and him arent meant to be together. i then had three
different dreams, same topic, in three different nights.

one was me adn him were in my high school and we were sitting in the
cafeteria. i was with my friends and he was with his. we saw each other
but we didnt say anything, then he came to see me, so i stood up and
walked with him to the glass door that leads outside. he went outside
first, with the door open so i can still see and feel him. he told me
'is this how it would be?' and i replied back 'yes' and he didnt say
anything, but he looked so sad. then i closed the door on him and we
both walked our seperate ways. i can feel him turning around but i
didnt. it was so sad.

my second dream took place in a classroom with him and two of my
clssmates who i dont really talk to. they were beating him up for some
reason and i dont know why. i tried to help him, but the other two were
too strong. then it shifted and i was at home, looking at my comp and
reading a blog entry written from my crush. he put that he had to
defend his 'baby'. in reality i dont know who this 'baby' is but in the
dream i was extremely happy that he was defending his 'baby'

last dream, me adn him were in this old library. it was really dark.
but i was mad and i dont know why i was mad. all he said was 'how can
you do this to me' and i said 'its your fault not mine' he then stood
up and threw away his glass of wine on the floor and muttered 'this is
BS' and walks right past me. i can feel the cold air and tears in my
eyes but i didnt stopped him.

can you explain to me why i had these weird dreams? me and him are good
friends, and even though i still love him and wish to be with him, im
happy that we're friends and can still share our moments together. so
any thoughts?

Lin

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