hello arora,

i understand have been there with my own issues

i recomend

loving yourself the way you are and finding out what gives you pleasure and bliss,

when you discover the self hidden inside of you and the issues you have had to endure.

you'll be so happy with yourself you won't even worry about what you look like.

but give yourself what you want... it is so important  let your self guide your choices in clothing food everything and your many soul mates will want your company, never are we supposed to feel just like bodies..

we are whole persons waitying to enjoy life\

be free and start the healing.

lilly