I feel for you. I have alot of dreams like this too. It drives me nuts.
And it affects me the rest of the day. Sometimes I cry all day cos of
this. Its scary to think that it is possible for us to love one so
much. Sometimes when I dream my dreams are trying to foreworn me about
something. Maybe not to the extent of the dream but it could be an
outcome if I am not careful. You could always go to your local library
to check out a dream book and it will go more into depth then we ever
could.