MOSSAD 8 [read: Mossad Hate]
[Available also on Mossad_brainwashing Yahoo Group]

Mossad and FBI/CIA Brainwashing Expose -
Complete details of the brainwashing techniques Mossad and FBI/CIA
are using on select innocent citizens which they want to convert to
their murderers and thieves. No sane human would agree to undergo
these human torturing, this mutilation of the mind, so the USA and
Israel do it illegally and remotely on innocent law abiding civilians
abusing all human rights with the same disregard to humanity that
they have practiced while conducting experiments such as the MKULTRA,
where the goal was to take a healthy human and wipe his mind clean,
i.e. convert him or her into a vegetable. Complete details -
linguistics electronics equipment used - are given here. This info
can be used by any terrorist group (internal and government owned or
foreign) to mutilate anyone they wish, including CEO's who grant
contracts and government officials who favor major decision which may
benefit terrorists groups such as the Israeli Mossad and its
affiliates, increasing (Ashkenazi) Jewish control over the American
government and economy. At the moment the Israeli Mossad is the most
active terrorizing group using this method with the blessing of the
FBI and CIA. (At the moment Israel is also the ONLY country in the
entire world which allows duplicating humans, i.e. human cloning,
just in case you were thinking of the Israelis as 'the chosen people
of Good...'.) Please read and judge for yourself. MKULTRA happened
and the Manchurian Candidate is not just a fantastic conspiracy
story.
This EXPOSE will open your eyes to techniques of SUBLIMINAL
MANIPULATION OF THE MIND.
The information given here can be used in a positive way to help
people with serious disorders such as anorexia; government keeps it
secret and uses it for the sole purpose of mutilating the spirits of
innocent law abiding citizens.
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- How to Read This Exposé and Legend [9/10/04]

- The Electronic Equipment Used To Remotely Control The Mind or
Can A Cell Phone Be Used To Influence Your CEOs & Government
Officials [9/10/04]

- How to Read This Exposé and Legend [9/10/04]

- Linking Negative Meanings to Positive Words and Positive
Meaning to Negative Words [9/10/04]

- Second and Third Iteration of Meaning of Words

- Prey On Each Experience and Memory [9/10/04]

- Freeze [9/10/04]

- Ink [9/10/04]

- Suicide [9/10/04]

Coming Soon:

- CIA/FBI & MK-ULTRA

- The Mossad Opens Its Doors

- Background: Communist Brainwashing

- The Mossad & 9/11 or Who Lived Next Door To Mohammad Atta

- The Mossad & The Ecstasy Trade

- Israeli Moving Companies and Drug Trafficking

- Prejudice in Israel: The Unfair Advantage of Ashkenazi Jews
Over Sepharadic Jews

- Mossad Recruits Appearance Requirement: Aryan Look and French
Women

- Russians and French in the Mossad – The Marxist that Became
Communists

- The Use of Helpers Such As `Hetz Vakeshet' (`Bow and Arrow'
the Jewish Cadets Worldwide)


- To Become an Assassin Your Personality Must Be Split

- The Elements: You've Got Mail [9/12/04]

- The Car Incident – It's Your Car

- Was Pavlov Jewish? Or Pavlov and His Dogs

- Custom License Plates and Printed T-Shirts

- Payment Schemes – Pyramids

- The Select Group of Jews Who are the `Immune Puppeteers' of
the World (in their own words)

- The Tooth Implant

- I Have A Dream

- Men Are Heroes Women Are Whores

- Everything Penis, Everything Rape

- `I Love You' Must Precede `I Rape You' [9/12/04]

- You Can't, It's Not That: Enforcing Idling Behavior And Bad
Habits [9/12/04]

- Where Is Your God?

- The Third Class Citizens or The Lower Class According To The
Mossad – Blacks, Hispanics, Hindu and Muslims

- For French & Russian Immigrants That Run the Mossad Is-Ra-El
means God Is Evil and Zion Means a Fuck (Forgive the Language)

- Promoting KINK – Pedophilia, Sodomy, Incest for the Future
Assassin

- The United States Justice Department : FBI, NYPD, and Janice
Sandt as a Spokesperson of the Human Rights You Do Not Have

- The Filthy Toilet

- Comparing WWII Holocaust To Mossad Tailored Holocaust – A
Shocking Analogy

- Shameful Details of WWII (that Spielberg won't show)

- The Israeli Government and Its Talent for Condemning People

- Moments in the History Of Recent Years Crystallizing the
Failed Leadership Of the Government of Israel

- Classical Literature – Now IT IS Relevant

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How to Read This Exposé and Legend

In 2000-2002 the Israeli Mossad advertised a recruitment ad
in the Israeli newspaper and on line. It read something like:

`The Mossad Opens Its Doors. If you are able to live in a world
of `as if,' create and understand new languages, then we may be
looking for you. Preference shall be given to to handsome (the word
handsome and presentable are often interchanged in Hebrew; as we
shall see later, the Mossad really meant handsome or pretty)
personnel who are married and speak more than one language.

(The exact wording used to be available on the Internet but it
disappeared all of a sudden. On first opportunity I will get a copy
from the Israeli newspaper archives (such as `Maariv'); I know for a
fact that the advertisement was re-printed in September and October
of 2002.

The following expose will shed a light on those `new languages' and
the reason why they need an army of recruits that will live and act
in `a made up world.' The main reason is to evade accountability for
the most demonic abuse of human rights and to enjoy the services of
patriots who envy the fantasy life of `Bond, James Bond,' and will
do, many times free of charge, insensitive and illegal services in
order to prove that they have what it takes.

A select few of those who responded this ad but did not answer the
standards of acceptance of the Mossad, a subject on which I will
elaborate later, get to be the guinea pigs. The innocent civilians
on which the heinous experiments will be conducted with the help of
the new army of recruits amongst which some are so eager to prove
that `they fit' by doing just about every base act imaginable.

I am such a guinea pig since May of 1996, where the purpose of the
Mossad and CIA/FBI is to induce a split personality syndrome using
intense humiliation so that I will become a string puppet that will
commit the crimes essential for to preservation of democracy, while
at the same time having the required desired amnesia that accompanies
a split personality syndrome; not to mention other bonuses, such as
no monetary pay, but rather after replacing all my dreams with
nightmares, a `pay' is in the form of `allowing' me to dream one of
the dreams I had before these demonic group of (Ashkenazi) Jews
started tailoring for me their carefully thought up holocaust;
needless to say if I murder a black man who sells drugs that the FBI
detests or a Muslim that the Mossad detests and get caught, I sit in
jail for crimes which are forced upon me, where the Mossad and
FBI/CIA get a raise, a healthier meal at dinner, and a bigger desk in
the Justice Department above which hangs the sign `In God We Trust.'
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The Electronic Equipment Used To Remotely Control The Mind or Can a
Cell Phone Be Used To Influence Your CEOs & Government Officials

An extensive use of Silent Communication Systems similar to the one
described in U.S. Patent # 5,159,703; to read full description, click
here. It is basically a transmitter that transmits audio signals that
can be heard by your brain, but when recorded the recording will be
silent.
In two years and four months of being brainwashed using these method
I can distinguish at least four different ways:
- - The first is when you actually hear the words
inside your head – here the Mossad/FBI is most likely using a
frequency that is close to the audible (sounding) range. There is no
sound to the outside world, or the environment. The Mossad had used
this method on me starting October 2002, in effect teaching me
the `new languages' by repeating 24/7/365 their word, morphology and
word associations. Once a language is learnt, the Mossad/FBI uses
this language to control your dreams, instill nightmares that are
recalled instantly, and intimidate and demoralize you 24/7/365 with
the biggest damage done while you are asleep. On May/June of 2004
when the Mossad/FBI realized that I started documenting dreams and
they wanted me to stop doing that, they switched to the second
method:
- - The second method is when the Mossad/FBI uses a
frequency that is audible only by your brain, but not to you or the
outside world. Here you are denied any possibility whatsoever to
resist the mutilating process that the Mossad/FBI bring upon you.
- - There is a third method that they use every now and
then. Here the Mossad/FBI use a frequency that is just barely
audible and they use it usually just before you wake up in order to
scare you, for example sounding a sound that resembles steps in your
house while you are asleep, or the voices of your relative speaking
when you know that there is no one else in your apartment, or the
voices of a scaring `hoo hoo hoo' sound. I must also stress that
aside from a short period of about two weeks in ~May 2004, the
Mossad/FBI do not really want to scare me. I will elaborate on the
short period of time when they did want to scare me and the results
of that (it seems that they used the services of a Hindu guy probably
to instill ancient Pagan fear of ghosts.
- - The fourth method started also on May/June 2004when
the Mossad/FBI wanted to deter me from documenting dreams. It is
gibberish segments of speech that are audible by your brain every now
and then. Almost all the time when this method of transmission is
used it is nearly impossible to make up what it means; every now and
then you catch a clear word or two and your mind `knows' how to parse
it for some meaning in morphology, because your mind probably also
understood the gibberish part and relates the few audible words to
that. This method is often used when they wake you up either in the
morning or in the middle of the night and the Mossad/FBI uses this
method to distract you and confuse you so that you do not remember
what you dreamt about.

In August of 2004 I realized that the Mossad/FBI can use their Silent
Communication System transmissions using certain commercially
available cellular phones. During that time I went out a little bit,
and as usual the Mossad/FBI sent after me their `Sayanim' or helpers,
which were mostly Russian and Ashkenazi females at that time. When
these Mossad/FBI helpers saw me, they pulled out their cellular
phone, selected a menu item and shortly after I heard a collection of
words whose meaning had been drilled beforehand. It is important to
understand that that is precisely the reason for teaching the person
being tortured a new language; that way the Mossad/FBI can play even
in public their mutilating nightmares, while that collection of words
or short phrases would mean nothing to anyone else who may hear
them. During that time, on the subway, the Mossad/FbI played a
single word or at most two word and those words were in Hebrew. The
bulk of the intimidation had been in the frequencies which I cannot
hear in my mind, and playing those single words every now and then in
frequencies that I could hear in my mind had the purpose of
intimidating me and sort of showing me that there will be no escape
from the torturing and mutilation.

It is important to know that the Mossad/FBI can use most commercially
available phones to send these subliminal, mind controlling
messages. IT IS A POWERFUL TOOL THAT CAN BE USED IN THE HANDS OF
TERRORISTS, INTERNAL SUCH AS THE MOSSAD/FBI, OR FOREIGN, TO GAIN
EXPENSIVE CONTRACTS, TO INFLUENCE DECISIONS OF CEOs AND GOVERNMENT
OFFICIAL, actually as some Mossad/FBI employees had put it to me in
words: TO HAVE AN IMMUNE JEWISH GROUP OF PUPPETEERS.
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How to Read This Exposé and Legend

Mossad and FBI/CIA uses linguistics and morphology extensively. The
cross translation between English, French and Hebrew is manipulated
to create a new language to mutilate the spirit. You do not need to
understand English or Hebrew in order to understand this expose,
although it would have been easier to explain if you did. The Legend
that I divised clarifies how words `shift' meanings.

Legend:
(E) for English, (F) for French, (H) for Hebrew
(P) for Pronunciation, (R) for Reverse, (M) for Meaning, (D) for
dream

Example: (F) les affaires = (E) Business
(FP) laisse a faire = (E) stop from doing
(E) law > (ER) wal > (EP) wall

Where the words `les affaires' are French for the English
word `business,' and the words `les affaires' when pronounced may
sound like `laisse a faire' (French Pronunciation), and that
means `stop from doing' in English.

Example: (E) know > (EP) no
(E) heat > (EP) eat
(E) heat > (EP) hit
(E) horse > (EP) whores
(E) horse = (H) souse > (FP) souce = (F) suck

Where the equality sign is used when it is an exact
translation or definition in another language, and the `greater than'
sign (>) is used when there is a `shift' in pronunciation in the same
or a different language.

When explaining these `new languages' the emphasis is not placed on
correct grammar or spelling, and purposely so. The idea is to break
the neural system and the ability of critical judgment. I shall
follow the way it had been taught to me precisely, without regard to
correct grammar or spelling, particularly in the French language
where there are many silent letters that may confuse readers who do
not speak French.

For example: (E) you kill = (F) tu tues, yet the letter `s' in `tues'
is silent, so that (FP) is tu tue. I will omit silent letters to
avoid confusion.

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This section will be revisited; it is very brief here. The use of
morphology will be explained in more detail soon.
The Elements: You've Got Mail
MOSSAD encoding techniques:
1. The most important of all – use Morphology – gibberish
English.

2. Understand names: example: adolfs@... would mean Quit
Immediately (the Internet), `adolfs' or enemy online. E.g.
Mellisa@... would mean Melles Ca in French: `mix' this. Edith
would be edit etc.


3. Read whiteouts (text inside html document written in white on
white backgrounds – invisible when not selected).

4. Read comments inside HTML document (<! - - invisible - - >) –
appears friendly, read (endofword with beginingofnextword) that's the
real message – usually malicious, example:

5. Read vertical column of letters (collect first letter on each
new line).

6. SLIDE letter as so: a1b2c3d4e5f6g7 > a4b5c6d7e1f2g3

7. Rewrite tail of SLIDE line on right hand tale to left hand of
tale and exchange pair order.

8. Shift characters: …efghijk… becomes ….yxzabcd then rewrite
SLIDE line that may be obtained by collecting vertical columns inside
source of HTML document or email file. System (1 of 26) chosen in
particular way to brainwash agent – also subset of characters chosen
in particular way to brainwash agent – very dangerous!!!

9. Use ASCII code in header: eg " 4973;line of digits;77 " is:
49 is ASCII 1, 73 is ASCII I both means 1st (1 and I in `gibberish'
mean same, it can even be an L), and 73 in ascii means M so abcdefg….
Becomes mnopqrs…. 1st is M.

10. Read up down: Blix issues toughly
worded assessment of
in `gibberish' or morphology that will be:
bw o lir x ded is sas u ssess to me u gn thl y of
boo o lire x dead is cess u cess tue me you gun till you off
boo o read x dead is cess u cess kill me you gun till you off
I am trilingual (French, English, Hebrew, and the messages use mostly
English/French).

11. Read up down in a cellular device such as two way beeper,
cellular phone (the Mossad recommended I use image enabled cell).

12. Use ambiguity, one message when `slid' actually encrypts
several messages.

13. Do more than one iteration to get several messages: eg shift
alphabet defghij>abcdefg
GJ TUR GSCOR LOTO YNAT JEUX LG SORE becomes
DG QRO DPZLO ILQL VKX QGBR UI DPLOB
AD NOL AMWIL FINI SHUN DYOR FA MILY

Where:
GJ TUR GSCOR LOTO YNAT JEUX LG SORE becomes
Means play (gages french) tur (row hebrew) go score loto you nt jeux
(game french) lg sore
And:
ADN OLAM WIL FINISH U ND YOR FAMILY
Means: World Ruler (God in Hebrew Adon Olam) will finish you and your
family.

Mossad does not tell you to do more than one iteration; the idea is
that it will work on your subconscious level. The above example is
just in order to explain how, it is not typical – usually each
iteration reinforces messages which were already sent.

14. Slightly edit images to enclose message in it.

15. Use the message itself to explain how to encode it – in the
process subconsciously reinforcing many messages – subject is not
aware of it; message may be malicious yet under pretence of
friendly. This is done in order to prevent automation – prevent the
agent from writing a program to translate the message and have
him/her do it manually and reinforce subconscious messages.

16. All the above is easier said than done – subject is pulled
into translating lines of character that seem random to a person who
has not been brainwashed in the technique. A small set of words is
used throughout communication so subject can recognize a word with
say two characters.

#8 extremely dangerous, it plays on subconscious since it `fits' with
some beliefs:

Example shift …efg…>…yza… (Called `ey' shift e to y )

FATHER MOTHER LOVE HATE GOOD
LGZNKX YAZNKX RUBK NGZK MUUJ
RMFTQD EGFTKD XAHQ TMFQ SAAP

Ok, you must be trilingual to understand this
(example:
father>lg-zn-kx(zn in Hebrew equivalent of `fk')>rm-ft(French `mk')-
kd;
love>rub-bk, xahq;
hate>tm(you love, french)-fq
)
There is no value to the encryption or encoding techniques as
secretive form of communication. The great value of these techniques
is in the brainwashing and mind altering damage that it does.
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Linking Negative Meanings to Positive Words and Positive Meaning to
Negative Words

- (F) les affaires = (E) business
(FP) laisse a faire = (E) stop from doing

- exercise > (EP) ex err cease

- (D) showing you dancing with an unattractive black man from
side to side:
dance > ecna|decnad| > descend (spell dance backward `side to side')
side to side > si|deside| > decide
decide descend > decide to reduce yourself or make fewer decisions.
(Blacks are always shown in dreams as criminals, dirty, rapists, and
a repeated reference to me as `charcoal' was made to demoralize me.

- les hero > (FP) le zero

- tu vois c'est facile = (F) you see it's easy
(FP) tu vois c'est face ill > (E) you see your face ill

(many more words will be added here once the dream archives is typed)

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Second and Third Iteration of Meaning of Words

Coming soon.


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Prey On Each Experience and Memory

The Mossad and the FBI and the FBI eavesdrop on each and every
conversation that you have with your family members, your friends and
strangers with the purpose of demoralizing and demeaning you. For
example, when they found out some information about a disabled cousin
in my family, they used her image extensively, in many dreams, and
insinuated that I am like her; it is done to such extremes, comparing
the two of us in many scenarios, and for long periods of time while
asleep, that there is a thick sediment of grief and feeling of being
emotionally abused by mocking brutes. Anad when you talk about
positive experiences in your past,the Mossad and the FBI take them
and convert them to losing experiences. For example, if you were the
best soccer player in your neighborhood they will show you yourself
and direct the dream in such a way that you won't be able to kick the
ball, or when you do kick it, it won't move much.

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Freeze
Aside from pre-REM state, the Mossad and the FBI want to have you in
another state: lucid dream state – when you are asleep and you are
aware that you are asleep but you want to wake up and you can't. In
this state dreams are usually very vivid, you feel everything that is
happening as if it is happening in real life. The first time that it
happened I realized that I entered this state while hearing the sound
of crippling paper. That was after the Mossad and the FBI linked
negative meanings to the word `paper,' where the meanings were (F)
peur = (E) fear, (F) pere = (E) dad > (EP) dead, and paper = (R) rep
pap > (EP) rape (F) dad > rape (EP) dead, and also p a per > pee a
peur > (F) pee have fear, where pee had been associated to penis
repeatedly. Upon hearing the sound of crippling of paper the mind
entered a `crippled' state, and the desire to wake up came from the
fear of rape. Another way of reaching this state is by cheating you
using the `I love you' that precedes the `I rape you' scenario.
First the Mossad and FBI practice some desirable deep emotion that
dates to many years ago while giving your mind the cue or anchor for
that deeper sleep state. For example, they show you a long lost good
friend from the past running to you, and when she reaches you you
pick her up in a big hug while your friend (the woman you are holding
in your arms) raises her legs in the air. In the dream you are
observing all of that, seeing your friend from the back, indicating
to you that some of the things she does or show have to be reversed.
Also, when you see this dream while you take a nap in the afternoon,
in a state of a fairly light sleep, you recall and memorize the
dream. The main idea here is legs up shown from the back. Legs in
reverse: sgel = s gel = (F) s freeze. Later on, at night when you
are tired and asleep, the idea of the legs is used in a different
scenario. The idea is reinforced with a little help. You see two
brothers (your cousins) standing side by side with their hands
crossed around each other's back (hugging), indicating perhaps that
the dream is not about them (hands > (EP) ends) but you should use
the idea of repeating some word twice and maybe in reverse (there are
two brothers side by side shown with their backs to you (and you
already know sideside > decide) ). Then you are shown a note pad
with a pen lying next to it (in my case, perhaps to remind me about
the notes I was in the habit of taking and the pain (pen) that they
wish to cause me was as a form of punishment for that; notice also
the idea of notes in reverse: seton > (EP) stone, but I have never
done drugs in my life, so that did not have any effect on me; I have
no memory of being stoned. Then they show a man that you know that
he had sexually abused someone, he has two thick legs ( s gel > (F) s
freeze, also leg connotation with penis), then showing him standing
by a sanding mill (rotating sanding paper), > san|dsand > (EP)
descend and paper > p a per > (FP) pee a peur = (E) pee have fear >
penis have fear. There is another thing that the Mossad and FBI do
often. They teach you to replace a few characters with other
characters. Their changing of the characters modifies over time, and
I sometimes can figure out which characters they modified by noticing
the letters I replace when I handwrite an account of the brainwashing
I had. For example, prior to the above dream I had been taught to
replace `d' with `t' so that sand became sant > (EP) cent > (F) sous,
and when taking this word around and around: soussous > (FP) souce =
(E) suck, or (FP) souce > (HP) horse > (EP) whorse (prostitutes).

In Dream Archives I will demonstrate how they used vertical blinds
and Jell-O to achieve the same `frieze' state.

It is important to understand that after you have been taught these
new languages for over a year, 24/7/365, your brain DOES UNDERSTAND
how to manipulate or interpret the suggested scenarios. All the
information written in this document will be repeatable in
experiments on humans. I know, for my spirit have been mutilated
with the heinous experiments that the Mossad and FBI conducted on me.


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Ink
From the very first days of brainwashing the word INK is
associated with the word KILL, whether it is kill yourself, i.e.
commit suicide , kill someone else, or kill a certain practice – such
as stop taking notes. In fact, I decided to write this book and
scribbled down the first notes on 7/14/04 while on a trip to Sidney,
NY, a remote little town in New York State that has a population of
about 4,000 people. On my second visit to the public library, the
place where I wrote my notes, a large book was laid on top of the
chair I had sat on my first visit. Its title read: `Drawing in Ink,'
where the word `ink' was the largest and the boldest on the cover.
Coincidence? Maybe. Maybe not. Why was the word INK was chosen as
the association for `kill', I don't really know. All I can give here
are word associations which may be relevent.

(E) Ink = (HP) Diyo > (FP) Dieu = Die U = (E) Die you = (F) morte tu
> (FP) morte tue > morte two > morte tue morte tue > (EP) two more or
(EP) tomorrow; OR

(E) die you = (F) tue tu > (P) two tu > (P) tutu = (F) stuffed doll =
(P) S tough doll; OR

(FP) tue tu > (P) two tu = (F) deux tu > (FP) doubt tu = (E) doubt
yourself; OR

(FP) tue tu > (EP) two two > (F) deux deux > (FP) dodo = (F) sleep;
OR

(FP) tue tu > (FP) tu tue = you kill;
Note that (E) Ink = (HP) Diyo > (FP) Dieu = (E) God; also

(E) Ink = (F) encre > (FP) encore = (E) again

(E) InkInk> (E) Kink

The meaning of these word associations will become clearer after you
read the next chapter about suicide and other chapters.
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Suicide

The Mossad and the FBI/CIA brainwashing method main purpose is to
demoralize and demean you in the most cruel and horrendous manner;
they engage in the systematic rape of your spirit with malice and ill
will, and with a baseness that the history of the human race have yet
to document. The Mossad and the FBI/CIA use violence against
children. Scenarios of rape of children, using images of your
nephews and nieces, as young as four year old, coupled with weeping
and crying sounds; they tire you by keeping you in light pre-REM
sleep only, waking you up every thirty minutes or so by surpassing
their rape method each and every time. You wake up because they gang
rape the image of you in the missionary position, because they gang
rape the image of you analy, because they gang rape the image of you
orally, and when your mind gets used to that and you don't get up by
that any more because you have been sleep deprived for more than two
years, they rape the image of your four year old niece, then they
rape the image of your seven year old nephew.

After two years of psychotronic equipment brainwashing, two years of
serious sleep deprivation, demoralization, and the gang rape of your
spirit, you ask yourself what was it good for? Has anything
changed? I can speak for myself – you feel a thick sediment of grief
and sorrow, you feel that your holocaust is eight year long, four
years longer than that of WWII Ashkenazi Jews, you know that the
Israeli Government employs that bad seed of Jews that an entire
history of anti-Semite hatred and uncountable works of classical
literature did not succeed in describing them as they are.

Aside from doing all of that the Mossad and FBI/CIA tell you that you
are filthy and dirty, that you look ugly, that you are stupid. They
make sure that you don't eat well by associating disgusting things to
food. They take away your dreams by using gang rapes as a form of
punishment if your mind strays to dream your dreams, and then they
replace these dreams with nightmares then farther agonizing you by
forbidding you to cry or else you will be gang raped for crying in
your dream; for example, they provoke a dream of a sunny beach,
sparkling blue water and then immediately they rape you and tell you
that it was because you dreamt about the blue sea and the sunny
beach. The next night they do it again. And the following night,
again. Until you reach a state that your mind refuses to dream your
beautiful dreams for fear of gang rape. If you dreamt about
beautiful women, you reach a state that you no longer see them even
in real life – your brain, your eyes, you self does not allow itself
to indulge on their beauty or their grace. You cannot dream your
dreams and they will be replaced with nightmares. You will be forced
to give oral sex to a gang of rapists, you will be ordered that you
shall feel no shame when you do it and you must not cry, for
otherwise you shall be raped more violently, and when the rapists are
done with you shall be thrown in the garbage, just to make sure that
this select group of Ashkenazi Jews anguish you as much as possible.

Eventually you reach a state where life is unbearable, that death is
much more desirable, so you plan your suicide. In my case I bought
40 rifle bullets, Winston .270, from two different sources: Cabelas
& ---, using the Internet. Both boxes arrived via UPS, about 12 days
later. Here I should mention that I tried to purchase these bullets
from a Brooklyn local store, but the owner refused to sell any to me,
saying that in NYC one needed a license in order to purchase
ammunition. The Internet online store advised me that I did not need
a license to purchase those same bullets. Theoretically these
bullets should kill a medium to large size mammal such as a deer or a
bear with no problem. First I tried on myself one from each box,
using a small pipe to hold the bullet in place, and a disassembled TV
or radio antenna used as a guide to a pointed screwdriver which I
hammered on the back of the bullet, using a regular hammer. I
dressed up in my nicest clothes, laid flat on my bed, and hammered
away. The bullet's --- popped, an explosive sound sounded and
nothing else happened with three different bullets which were taken
from two different boxes ordered from two different places. I was
given 40 defective bullets. At the same time a small party started.
I was booed and ridiculed for my suicide attempt. A mixture of
messages that went something like that followed:
Boo, you have no honor, kill yourself, what are you waiting for?,
tomorrow, go to sleep, lie down, chicken, do it again, it's not worth
it, from the beginning, wait your turn, choke, beg, bag, on your
knees, don't be shy, no shame, hi hook, etc.
The idea of the Mossad and FBI/CIA is to make sure that your
life is made a miserable hell, to make sure that death is preferable
to you, yet to deprive and deny you even your right to die.
The Mossad and the FBI/CIA mock and ridicule your talk of
suicide or your suicide attempts. They pretend to reduce their
hatred in the few days that follow yet, there may be a very bad
effect on the victim – a deeper sense of despair, a deeper sense of
grief and helplessness. Usually after a suicide attempt they modify
the set of words and language method that they had used and try
something different, teaching you while asleep the same hatred using
a different language until you overflow with grief and despair and
try to kill yourself again. In my case that happened the second time
on June 2004. Although I could not remember the details of the
holocaust that had been drilled on me, I was put at such a tired and
depressed state where I needed to be asleep about 16 hours per day
(my mind felt tired, as if I needed that sleep), and I didn't have
any desire to eat or do anything. Then one day I took a bath and
slept in the water for a while. In the past that had always helped
me memorize some of the dreams I was not supposed o remember. I
still couldn't remember consciously what the Mossad and FBI/CIA had
done, but my spirit remembered. I started to cry and hit my head
violently. I needed to die, but I did not have the resources to
guarantee a successful outcome (cutting your veins in a bath tab has
a success rate of < ---15%). I dressed up, forced myself to eat
something, and went out to buy a soldering iron and some fastening
hooks. When I went out a Hispanic female teenager walked next to me,
wearing a tight T-shirt marked with the large lettering 81 on talking
on her cell phone, smiling widely. That may have been a coincidence,
or may have been a way of the Mossad and FBI/CIA to tell me that they
had passed on me an 8 year holocaust and that they'd continue doing
it for one more year (or was it for "Chai" ((H) life) years, which in
Hebrew numerology means 18 years, as they had bothered to tell me so
many times before ("Chai" in Hebrew numerology is 18; it is also a
word that is heavily used in the Jewish culture, as medalions on
necklaces and Judaic ornaments. The Mossad first used that earlier
when they introduced me to their `Barbed Wire' jokes, on which I will
elaborate later, promising me, "Chai"-years or "life"-years, or 18-
years of brainwashing holocaust.) They used an Hispanic teenager
perhaps to indicate (hi)(S)(panic) and to hint that the number 81
should be in the teens (18). I was hoping that maybe, if the bullet
remained completely sealed and made to explode using a heating device
such, it just might work. I arrived home shortly after, fastened a
bullet (from the same batch) to a soldering iron, fastened the
soldering iron to a shelf using a vice, plugged it into the
electricity, aimed it at my chest using a short antenna as a guide.
I had no more dreams to pass in front of my eyes, so I sat still and
waited patiently. A few minutes later the bullet exploded. The
explosion tore the shell, sprayed on me gun powder that marked my
arms and my chest with small red dots that looked like a serious
rash, and the top of the bullet may hit my chest at a slow speed but
penetrated nothing. Almost instantly a guy in the street shouted
mockingly, `wow, I got scared, do it again.' My chest hurt me with a
dull flat pain. I took a shower, wore a long sleeve shirt to hide
the red burning of the gun powder, and hid my eyes every few hours to
hide the deeper despair and anguish that my soul felt.

I have yet to make a third attempt, for I now know a sure way
for success. I have noticed that since the Mossad and FBI/CIA are
aware of this, one method of detering me from making another attempt
is by making me angry when I think about it, whether it is by having
cars drive fast around me, honk their horns violently, or by
transmitting angering messages.

The most important lesson here is the idea that the torturer or
abuser is pushing the victim to commit suicide, while at the same
time drilling an anti-suicide formula, which amounts to ridiculing
the suicide talk or attempt, while at the same time making the victim
angry (before an attempt), and drilling a mixture of mockery, telling
the victim to do it tomorrow, to dare do it again, that s/he is a
chicken, without honor, etc. The damage to the victim is twofold.
There is a deeper sense of anguish and despair AND the abuser is
demanding greater concessions in dreams and nightmares that they
tailor, for a decision to live `no matter what' had been made, so the
abuser, the torturer takes the anguishing one base lower.

I told the above account of my suicide attempts in details
purposely. It is a part of the Mossad and FBI/CIA method of
brainwashing; an important part of demoralizing and pushing the
victim to make farther concessions, however demeaning and degrading
they may be. There will be those who would wave me as a depressed
lunatic, but I still have thirty-six defective bullets which were
bought from two different places and are supposed to be good enough
for killing a large mammal such as a bear. If you keep reading, you
shall see many other odd coincidences which amount to a collection of
undeniable facts.

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You Can't, It's Not That: Enforcing Idling Behavior And Bad Habits

Before you reach a stage where your mind is tired and submissive,
during the time where your mind still resists in dreams, fights,
explains , rearranges and tries to make sense of all the brutal
malice and hatred that is inflicted upon you while awake and in your
dreams, the Israeli Mossad and FBI transmit negative vague messages
that are supposed to render you impotent. All day long, during a
period of a few long months, all that you hear is something like
that:

You can't
It's not there
Don't do it
Sit down
Lie down
Don't go
Go down
Don't try
You don't want
You shouldn't
Don't
It didn't work
It's useless
It's a waste of time
Impossible
Rest
You will not
It's not it
Not now
Tomorrow
Later
Leave it
Relax
Don't bother
What for?
Who cares?
It won't help, and more of the same thing:
(E) they break it > (EP) day break it, or
(E) they break it > (F) ils brisent ca > (EP) ill, break it

(F) je te jours > (FP) jetes tes jours = (E) throw your days

(E) they want to break you > (EP) day want 2 break, you (take two
breaks)

(H) bli koah = (E) without strength = (F) sans force =(FP) son force
= (E) his strength

(H) shveri et ze > (HP) break, you are that, or (H) shveri et ze =
(E) break that > (EM) take a break, or (E) Break it = (F) brises ca >
(FP) breeze ca > (E) it's a breeze

(E) took it > (EP) too kit > (FP) tu quit = (E) you quit

(E) smoke it > (EP) smoke kit > smoke (F) quit > (M) quit smoking

(H) ze stam > (HP) ze satum > its blocked or dummy, or (H) ze stam =
(F) c'est pour rien > (FP) sais poor ri en > know poor see nothing
((E) know poor (H) see (E) nothing), or (FP) sais pour rien > (E)
you know its 4 nothing > you no it's nothing nothing nothing nothing

(F) c'est pas ca > (FP) sais, passe ca = (E) know, pass that (and (F)
c'est pas ca = (E) it's not that)

(F) c'est pas > (E) it's not, or (F) c'est pas > (FP) sais pas =
don't know > (EP) don't no, or (F) c'est pas > (E) its paws, or (E)
his footsteps

(H) tishti = (E) drink > (E) dr ink > (EP) dare ink > (EM) dare kill
(yourself) (read chapter titled `Ink' to clarify this).

Notice that when a certain bad habit is needed to be reinforced both
negative and positive ideas are linked to it to guarantee a habitual
repetition of a negative behavior such as smoking or thinking about
suicide. It is known in psychology that to guarantee a return to a
certain behavior a mixture of a carrot and a stick will do that. In
the psychology books they talk about a mouse been placed in a cage,
and the three feeding trays that are placed in the cage are wired as
so: one gives an electrical zap each and every time the mouse touches
it, the other one never, and the third sometimes. It appears that
the mouse gets attached to the tray that zaps it sometimes. This
behavior is also somewhat analogous to a mother-child relationship,
sometimes scolding and at other times loving, and it appears to be
the strongest bond.
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Filing System – Spirit Pee See (PC)

Coming soon
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`I Love You' Must Precede `I Rape You'

The Mossad/FBI always try to put your mind in a relaxed, receptive
state before they mutilate it heinously and viciously. At first,
when they use email communications, the first lines tell you that you
excel and that the big boss flew home and when he is back you are
going to become a senior. Then they tell you that a beggar will try
to assault you sexually and you have to fight him and make a big
scene, or that two men will await you and you are to make contact
with them, then they will take you to a basement and rape you, in
turns, one after the other, and that will be your initiation into the
Ashkenazi controlled Jewish Mossad, your employment will commence,
your `turn' or the infamous `TOR' in Hebrew, or Queue in French, in
which each female recruit is waiting for her turn to be gang raped in
real life as a final initiation ceremony, the big graduation day
Mossad recruits are awaiting. When the Mossad/FBI escalate their
hatred and use psychotronics to induce dreams, they put your mind and
body at ease by first showing you a beautiful woman in a bikini
sitting on your lap and looking at you as you are lying on a sandy
beach, or a beautiful woman looking at you with amorous eyes, and
when your mind eases down they bring upon you the usual heinous
scenarios of gang rape, moral degradation and terrorizing
techniques. After the heinous Mossad/FBI do that for two years or
so, your mind, even subconsciously, does not take the bait and
remains alert. At that time the heinous Mossad/FBI make an extensive
use of young and very young children that help them set up (in
dreams) your terror and rape. They place in your dreams very young
children and toddlers, tell you to touch and feel their little hands
and follow them, open a door, pick them up and lead them to a dark
filthy alley, until you turn a corner and find yourself trapped by
more rapists who are going to gang rape you and terrorize you. The
use of children is so extensive and systematic that after a very
short time you wake up in the morning with bottled rage toward young
children because your spirit knows that they have been used to set
you up in a terrorizing and an agonizing situation, and because that
situation is many times sexual humiliation and rape. The bottled
anger toward children turns into sexual anger, and you feel exactly
and precisely all the implications of that anger. I am a (gay)
woman; I can talk about this a lot more freely than a man who is
subject to Mossad/FBI hatred and brainwashing. The Mossad/FBI
promote pedophilia and sexual violence toward children, as young as
four years old, in a clear, predetermined and systematic manner.
First they excite you sexually, usually angry sex in the form of
punishment and rape, to 20-18 year old females, when you are
comfortable with that they go to 16-15 year old females. I am at the
stage where the Mossad/FBI is working hard to have me rape mentally a
12-13 year old child that they pass by me daily. A Mossad `Immune
Puppeteer' let me know just today (9/12/04) that he is going to have
me develop an immense number of sexual deviations and aberration, and
be like a `Mitus' which in Hebrew means fictional character, or (HR)
Sotim – a pervert. During the past four nights my spirit had been
mutilated more than usual because I am writing this expose, but then
again, after eight years and four months of being the subject of
intense hatred, horrendous torturing, and demonic acts of selected
few Ashkenazi Jews, that just seem as a lame excuse to continue the
mutilation. When all is said and done it will become clear that
NOBODY, NOBODY HATES A JEW MORE THAN ANOTHER JEW (and the hatred is
usually by Ashkenazi Jew who hates a Sepharadic Jew). Their immediate
goal seems to be: to have me rape the 12-13 year old child they show
me every day in the Gym (in real life). The Mossad/FBI are well
aware of the effect that their use of children has on he recruit, and
every now and then, in order to check how your taste buds salivate,
they send underage females, as young as 12 year old, to look at you
in a special way (as much as a child can). Who are these children?
The details in this expose which amount to an account of the
horrendous actions of the Mossad/FBI are nothing in comparison to the
details unknown, for after all, whose 12 year old child is hired as a
sexual bait of some brainwashed guinea pig, or recruit. At some
point your mind becomes alert even to that, and you do not trust
neither children nor women. At that time the Mossad/FBI reverse the
scenario: they show you a picture of an ugly laughing beggar that
really appalls you, then the beggar turns away from you, and when he
turns his head again you see the beautiful slant tiger eyes of some
Latin Goddess, looking at you through a slit in a scarf that hides
the costume of the ugly beggar. The heinous Mossad/FBI work hard to
invent and re-invent scenarios that will convince your subconscious
mind to trust and follow instructions.




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ARCHIVE OF SOME DREAMS

7/15/04 Sidney, NY (Very small town in NY State)

~3AM I woke up. My two arms were hurting like my left leg was often
hurting. Last dream I recalled: I sit with a young boy who was
playing on a very small sized guitar. He was playing a melody, not
chords, to the song of Shlomo Artzi: "Dance, she told me, dance; the
seagulls are in the sky, we're still here; dance as long as can," and
then when the young boy played to the words: "I'm not built for a
dance lesson,' a part of the song where the notes are higher, I
couldn't hear those higher notes (in the dream). Idea: even if I
made love, my emotions and feelings would be flat, not high.

IDEA: HANDS, (EP) ENDS
GUITAR and TIGER have been used to hint at my sex life; I have a
blanket with a drawing of a tiger on my bed.
(E) ME LO DY, (HP) ME NOT DEAD
(E)(R)(x2)ECNADECNAD, (EP) DESCEND (was drilled as so in previous
dreams, reverse DANCE twice)
(E) SEAGULLS, (EP) SEE GALS
(E) SKY=(H) SHAM MAYIM > (HP) THERE WATER > DARE WATER > E RAD = (E)
DESCEND or > MASH = (H) LEAVE

** WATER in Hebrew is a three letter palindromic word like noon or
level, and it has been taught to reverse the word every time WATER is
mentioned.

Dream at ~6/7AM. I am inside a house which is under construction. I
have a small baby girl in my arms. Then I see through a clear
sliding doors that a line of policemen (long line, a file of men with
rifles and guns, some in uniform, some not, of all sizes and shapes,
slim, bulky, average height, shorter) or law enforcement personnel
are at the door. I retreat deeper in the room to protect the baby
girl in my arms; in they dream they call her `cab,' then Ilana
said: `not like that,' and she directed me to go to the top floor. I
go up to the second floor using the stairs and I duck to avoid pieces
of wood that stick out due to the construction in progress. When I
arrive to the second floor I see that there are two single seat sofas
(armchairs), on top of which there are small pieces of wood, a few
screws and nails and chalk of sheet-rock, but more importantly, there
are water drops that leak on it from the roof, on both single-seat
sofas (idea: love seat – separated). I stand in the back of the room
(deep in the room), holding the baby girl in my arms. (Baby girl may
be image of my young niece.)

(E) CONSTRUCTION, (EP) CON STRUCK
(E) CLEAR SLIDING DOOR, (E)clear = (H) shak koof > (HP) KISS FUCK
(sliding door, or slide, used to indicate interweaving or dividing
the word into two and perhaps reversing one half or both halves.)
(E) ENFORCEMENT = (EP) IN FORCE MENTE > (FP) IN FORCE LIE
(E) LAW > (ER) WAL = (H) KIR > (HP) COLD
(H NAME) I LANA = (HP) SHE SLEEPS
(E) NOT LIKE THAT > (ER) NOT KILL THAT
(E) NOT LIKE THAT, (F) PAS COMME ÇA, (FP) PEE A COME ÇA,
(E) DUCK, (F) CANARD, (EP) CAN HARD or (HP) HERE HARD, (HP) PO HARD,
(HP) MOUTH HARD (remember Mick Jagger's line from Beast of Burden? `I
can suck a DUCK.')
(E) WOOD, (EP) WOULD
(E) WATER LEAK, (ER) KAEL, (EP) KILL (water in Hebrew is a palindrome
(mym), used to indicate: reverse the word.)
(E) ARMCHAIR, (EP) ARM C HAIR, (HP) ARM SEE HATE (seaar, resha)
(E) SCREW
(E) NAIL
(E) CHALK, (EP) CHOKE
(E) SHEET-ROCK, PENIS ROCK (Mossad had used the French word queue for
Penis and reversed it with the word Kaka often, as will be described
in other dreams that induce anal rape.)
Basic idea of this dream is to threaten with violence and rape me and
the young child in my arms. Threat seems to be from the law
enforcement community.